Wednesday 25 March 2009

Another venting out experience with Sincere

I've been here before
This ain't nothing new
I barely had the time to lace up my shoes
I'm stepping on up
Don't mind the bruise
The bruise on my face just shows my pain is true
How many times do I have to prove
That shooting me down
Only means you're screwed
You've crossed the line
Doing those things you do
You'll probably cry or hope to die
When I'm through
When I'm through
No one will notice you

False claims of hope
That's what I stand accused
Everything has a reason
I thought you knew
Don't burn this bridge
Even if you are through
I mean more than you can imagine
But you still insist on acting brand new
Don't toss me aside
You'll or hope to die
When I am through
I'm coming for you

Read between the lines
I know most won't do
You probably won't realize I'm talking about you
You'll think I'm venting out about about a failed relationship
Now you'll smile coz you can believe you're reading this
Open you're eyes
Don't be surprised you fool
Life ain't all about your life
Don't be so stuck on you
What would you do if you knew that I was coming for you?
What would you do?
What would you do?

It's like my life is on instant replay
They think I'm deaf
But I hear very clear
What he say and she say
You better watch were your birds lay
Or they'll do a switch-a-roo
Then when your eggs hatch you'll find snakes
Don't say I ain't tell you so
They'll take your name then your fame
And relieve your purse of all your dough
Yo
Most chicks are straight up bitches.True
They go out of their way just to hurt you
Wait
Dudes don't dare applaud
Coz when I say bitch
I also refer to y'all
Take every word I say to the bank
Sincerely yours
I'm out
Thanks

Monday 16 March 2009

Worlds End

Dear you,


By the time you finish reading this...
I will have made you...
Possibly Laugh...
Possibly Frown...
Possibly Cry...
But I guarantee that I will have made the worthless thing you call a spine tremble like jello on an old table...
I have been on this miserable planet for 27 years...
and when you take into account that it has been 27 fighting years...
That's a pretty fuckin long time...
*glass shatters*
1
2
3
4
5
6...
that's how many times I've seen death stare me in the face...
1
2
that's how many times I've been close to not staring death back in the face and laughing...
yeah with shame I say "you almost had me"
Forgive yourself that's just the warrior in me talking...
I dare not apologize to the likes of you...
Instead I place the blame on you for not understanding...
My plight is one of a simple nature
I have spat out my own blood for the last time...
I have have cried my last tear...
I have had my last stitch...
I will never again wake up in a hospital bed with the agonizing sound of the life support equipment...
Never will I smile at your words just to fall in accordance to society when i really want to rip your fuckin head off and punt it into a 15 ton pile of goat shit...
*referee shouts* "it's good"
Never ever will I deny you of the truth...
yes that dress does make you look like a whore...
yes guys can be bitches...
yes I do think you suck moose penis for believing that just because I was not born in Africa gives you the right to say "you're not African you're just a Black American.I'm more African than you"
Yeah that really rattles my cage...
Here I am thinking for all these years that I am African before anything else.Even with the atrocity known as the African Diaspora...
Here's me thinking I'm still a proud African...
Silly me...
Just in case you're as ignorant as your view...
I was being sarcastic...
Never will I tolerate our youth killing each other off just because they think they're gangsters in the making...
Never...
You know what...
I got a funny story...
One day...
Well it's actually not a story...
It's a question...
When hell arrives on Earth and the Devil runs rampant amongst us and consumes the soul of man...
Until he comes across a man that stares him in the face and laughs...
What do you do?
What do you do?
What...
Do...
You...
Do?
...
...
...
I remember hearing "the devils greatest trick was convincing the world that he doesn't exist"
Well I know he exists...
I saw him...
I did not fear him like most...
I looked him in his flame engulfed eyes as he roared...
I looked at him and laughed and said...
"This is wear you get off"
His roar suddenly came to a halt...
That tends to happen when you have a little 5'10 man names Sincere slit your throat from ear to ear...
Awww poor wittle devil is all speechless now?
(that was my cuddly wuddly voice)
You chose the wrong person to fuck with...
You've consumed so many people close to me...
Friends
Enemies(ex-friends)
But you knew better not to mess with my family...
But you still got a raw deal in the end...
Ya know I never understood why people feared you so much...
is what I say as the devil thrashes around on the ground with his head hanging off of his next...
QUESTION!!!
What do you do when you're face to face with ME?!?!?
The one who killed that which you FEAR?!?!?!?

SINCERE

Beware of what you do to me...
Beware of what you say to me...

The Man without fear...has nothing to lose...
The Man who gazes upon the Devils eyes and smiles...knows no terror...
The Man who...
LETS END it there...
Try me...


LOL

Sunday 8 March 2009

This is the final goodbye

Dear (you know who you are),

I guess this really is goodbye...
I guess you made your choice...
But still I wonder why...
It's far easier to trust me than to doubt me...
But I guess your intent on going on without me...
It ain't a nice place where you're deciding to go...
Will I try to stop you?
I want to...
But I wont...
I've come to realise that I can't save you from yourself...
In all actuality
Attempting to do so would be bad for my health...
I used to think that it'd be nice to have you on the journey that I'm bound to take
but then I realized you really don't have what it takes
it's not your fault...
you're just not built for the life I wish to lead...
you'll still have me in your life...
but sadly it will only be when you see me on t.v or hear me on the radio or read about me in the newspaper and magazines...
You had an open invitation...
but you decided to chance it and leave me waiting
I guess I'm really not that patient
not patient enough to stand by and be denied
So this will be my final goodbye...


Goodbye,

Would have been Sincerely yours...

Nevermore

Sincere....