Hollowfication: The heartless and thoughtless Leader.

I've always...even as a child...

If I didn't like something...

Or if something bothered me...

I'd cut or take it out of my life...somehow

Like while playing with toys...if I didn't like an action figures arm...I'd cut it or pull it off and replace it.Or i'd just leave him without an arm and put in some sort of storyline that he lost that arm on some sort of adventure...*smile*my brothers can vouche for me.LOL.

I bet you're wondering why i'm mentioning the above...

It is because i find it that I am still that way today at the age of 27...Only in a more extreme way.If something in my life bothers me...I cut it out...

My heart and my thoughts are a burden on me at the moment...So I cut them out...I will have no part of me acting out against me without such punishment.It may sound strange but that's ok.I only expect you to understand...if you've been in my shoes...

So with that being said...I am now ready for the battle that becons me to come forward.As if to mock me. "You shall not succeed"

...

Oh?

Is that so?

Heartless...

Mindless...

Yet still able to love and think with a clear conscious?

...

You know not what you're up against...

*laugh*

Pardon me...

Allow me to let you in on a little secret about me...

There are some that read between the lines...

Then you have me...

Who reads between the lines between the lines...

You question me...You judge me...You ridicule me...You pity me...

Yet you don't know me...

Are you that arrogant and selfish...that...you deny me the same fairness that you wish for yourself?

Are you afraid?

...

You should be...

Now back to the story...

Allow me to let you in on a little secret...

The battle was won before you even stated you position...

My secret weapon...

Heartless mindless...control...

"You'll only know what I allow you to know or that which I wish for you to convince yourself to believe"

Scared now?

You definately should be...

The battle has yet to begin...

And yet you still have lost...

Scared yet...

Scared...

Yet?

You should be terrified.

My anger obeys me...

It remains in silence...

It hides behind these eyes...

Behind this smile...

It is so stealthy that it even hides behind the very beat of your so called heart...

Don't be ashamed...

You were merely a canvas...

A material needed to paint my beautiful story of your self inflicted demise...

My secret weapon...

Has a secret weapon...

When I cut out my heart and my thoughts...

They in turn...

Cut out your hope...

Are you afraid...

You...

Should...

Be...

This is not a warning...

This is just an introduction to where you end...

And I begin...