Hope:Promise

How can I not think of her
She keeps appearing in my mind and in my dreams
I try to tell myself to stop
But i'm just not listening

I know I feel
and I know it's no longer a crush
it is real...

But some i've got to be strong
We've been close for so long
Either way that this turns out
I promise to carry on
The way you've known me for years
There's no way I'll let this end in tears